On the plane back, I was rereading the secret and so did Hulk, from my back, as usual. When we reached a gratitude rock part. I told him it’s what I was looking for in Bali souvenir shops the day before and that in the past, although I don’t have gratitude rock, I had a gratitude book.
Once we landed, he brought me to airport Pandora shop, got me the money bag charm with happiness written in Chinese on it. I was happy I thought it was my valentine gift, but then he said “No, from now on, this is your gratitude rock, be happy, I don’t like seeing you sad. Ever”.
I was so touched, one of the time I feel most loved. The whole thing felt unreal, so I kept the charm overnight. In the box. The next morning I started wearing it. I know I am not there yet, but I want to I wish for it, I am working towards it. I want to believe in myself again.